Uggh I started back on the Lexapro for my crazies and I forgot how much it knocks you on your ass. I am so wiped out. Add that to the kickboxing and ten month old and you have a recipe for exhaustion.
I am glad to be starting the lexapro again, as I feel as though my anxiety and emotions are snowballing and exploding on anyone who comes near. Especially that I have been taking it out on Conner. Not anything drastic, I will just get really mad at him for stuff like crying and getting into things-HELLO COURTNEY HE IS A BABY.
The kickboxing is going really well. Its extremely cardio and learning the self-defense is awesome and competely fulfilling. But not as fulfilling as getting back into the prebaby jeans will be.