I have this emotion inside me currently, and for the life of me I can't find the words to express it, which in itself I guess is not to uncommon and perhaps that is not what's bothering me. I think it's more the fact that I have been "feeling" this for over 2 months.
It's a combination of joy, and sadness. Excitement and hesitance. I feel like that dumb Alanis Morrisette song, "Hand in My Pocket" .
I know what's causing it, and I know it'll be done (hopefully soon), but it's really not any consolation.
Typically to deal with this kind of stuff, I talk about it with Adam till I'm blue in the face, or i'll write about it. You guys have any tips with "dealing"?